[Apnababa]

i everybody, story or incident (what ever you say) batanay ne se pahelay main khud ka introduction aap se karana pasand karunga.

I am arindam from Calcutta.main science graduate hoon.

Koie incident batane ke pahelay uska surrounding situation
Batana zaruri hota hain naheen to samajne may taklif hota hain.

To yeh us waqt ka ka baat hain jab main apna(+2)exam pass karke college may dakhil ho chukka tha.hum ekk kirai ke ghar may rahetay they jo mera mousa ka tha. humara khud ka makan tabtak taiyar naheen hua tha. humlog(main,papa,maa) 2nd floor may rahete thay or mousa 4th floor main.mousa ke saath hamara kareeb ka rista tha.mere mousa ki beti rupa mujhse 2 saal ki choti thi or uske saath mera talmil accha tha.woh mera bahen bhi thi or dost bhi thi.main usey mera dil ka harekk baat batata tha or woh meri har ekk baat dhyan ke sath sunti thi.pinky rupa ki kareeb ki saheli thi(bestfriend)jo rupa ki saath ekkhi class main parti thi.pinky bahut khubsurat thi yeh to main naheen kahunga lakin uss may aisi kuch baat thi jo mere dil ko chu jata tha.school se laut ne ke 1yah 2 ghanta(hour)bad pinky roz rupa se milnay hamare apartment may aati thi.kyun ki rupa ki saath mera rista bahut accha tha is liyeh kabhi kabhi main,rupa aur pinky ekk sath milke gappey(gossip) marte thay,kabhi kabhi main un 2dono ki sath cinema bhi dekhne jata tha.

Itna sab kuch hone ki bad bhi main pinky ke sath khulke bat naheen kar pata tha.dheray dheray mujhe mahesus hone laga tha ki main use pyar karne laga hu.mere dil ke baat pinky ko batane ke pahelay main rupa se pooch lena zaruri samjha iss liyeh ekkdin main dil ka baat rupa ko bataya.rupa pahelay sun ke has pari or mujhe boli yeh bahut aachi baat hain.uss se mujhe pata chala ki pinky bhi mere bare may rupa se puchtach karti hain.rupa ne mujhe khud jakar pyar ka ishar karne ka salah di.
Uss ne mujhe batayi ki yeh kam who bhi kar sakti hain lakin agar main khud jakar pinky ko bataunga to uska impact zada aacha hoga.

Rupa ki salah ki mutabik main ekk din pura himmat jutakar hamare apartment ki niche jake khara ho gaya or pinky ki aane ki intezar karne laga,lakin jaise hi main pinky ko dekha to mera zuban sukhjane laga,pasina bahar ane laga.jab who mera bilkul kareeb aachuki thi tab mera dil ka dhadkan bhi tez hone laga.pinky ne mujhe dekhkar hasi or niche khara rahene ka waja poochi.mujhe malum tha ki yeh mere liyeh pyaar ka ishar karne ka sunahera mauka hain lakin main ander se itna tensed tha ki main woh mauka hat se gawa diyah.uss ke sawal ki jawab may maine usey bataya ki mera ekk dost anewala hain or main uska intezar may niche khara hu.main yeh bat itna haklakar bola ki pinky has di.main us-se aakh mila kar bat bhi naheen kar pa raha tha.

Bad may jab main rupa ko yeh baat bataya to who boli ki usse yeh pata hain pinky ne usse yeh baat khud batayi.mera yeh behal dekh kar rupa ne phir se try marne ki salah di.

Dekhte dekhte 3 mahina guzar gaya lakin main himmat nahen juta paya .isi dauran hamara khud ka makan pura taiyar ho chukka tha. Humlog nayeh ghar may janene ke taiyari kar rahe the.ekk rabibar main ,maa,rupa,mausa or mousi milkar kuch ghar ka saman or kuch grihoprabesh ka saman lekar naya ghar mey gaya .papa har rabibar dada,dadi,chacha,chachi se mlne ke liyeh gaown(village)jata tha iss liyeh who hamare saath naheen aa payee.uss rabibar mere ghar may dopayer ko mera ekk dost aanewala tha iss liyeh main saman nayee ghar main rakh kar jaldi hi uha se nikal gaya.raaste may mere maan may ekk khayal aaya.kyunki rupa or mousi dono ki hamare saath hamare nayeh makan may jane ki baat subah hi thik hua to iss liyeh yeh baat pinky ko zaroor pata naheen hogi or hardin ki tarah who aajbhi rupa se milne aayegi.iss bar mouka haath se naheen gawahneh ki saugandh khakar main ne dost ki ghar may phone karke use batayah ki main ekk zaruri kam ke waja se hamare nayee makan may jaunga or usey sombar ane ki liyeh bol diyah.

Ghar pauch te hi main mere taraf aane wala mauka ke bareh may soch kar khud ko kafi romanchit mahesus kiya. mauka par khare utarne ne ke liyeh ishar karne ka alag alag dhang se khud ko taiyar bhi karne laga.lakin jaise hi pinky ki aane ki waqt nazdik aane laga main confident hone ki jagah confuse hone laga.
Issi waqt kisi ki upar aane ka awaz sunkar main darwajah ki eyehole may jakar aakh rakha or dekha ki pinky rupa se milne ke liyeh upar ja rahi hain.jaise hi woh upar chali gayee main darwajah khulkar usski laut ne ki intezar karne laga.
Kuch pal bad jab woh nichay utar raheen thi tab mujhe dekh kar woh rupa ke bare may puchi to uss ke sawal ke jawab may main ne ussey bola ki rupa hamare nayee ghar may mere maa or uski maa or papa ke saath gayi hain.jaise hi pinky pichay murkar laut jane ke liyeh utar na suru kiyah to main ne pichay se pinky ko pukara or ussey hamare ghar may baith kar rupa ki intezar karne ke liyeh bola.pahelay to woh na kar rahi thi lakin jaise hi main thora zor kiyah to ussne hamare ghar may aane ki baat par razi go gaye.